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Personas are social roles we play when embodying three FERUS:
an Insulating FERA (black border) ,
an Escalating FERA (red border),
managed by a Resonating FERA (white border) that sits between the two.
Vast solitude works a cruel magic
giving occasional glimpse to a different world
where the Fool, understood, is met with
unwavering grace.
Listening in on Generosity
Selflessly Constructing…Selflessly Constructing… Selflessly Constructing
My scream arrives unexpectedly
as what holds me bursts through
to where my deficiencies writhe.
It’s in their mud where I must learn to practice,
at the tail end of such unwarranted kindness,
a love that doesn’t just hover but flies
Self Inquiry for the Fool
My longing to be received fully by perfect strangers is its own force field with which I must constantly contend. When I pretend hard enough, the turmoil quiets and I naturally assume vantage points of gracious power where I not only rule but, more importantly, belong. Still it never satisfies and never lasts. My Persona as a Fool renders me both spectacular and a spectacle. Self worth eludes discovery until a communal solution occurs. When I fail to integrate both the deficient and grandiose parts of myself, I remain famished for affection.
When feeling Deficient, I am drawn toward ….
My Evasiveness calls me to ……
My Generosity has this to say to me…
If acting the role of a Fool no longer connects me to my Authenticity, I may swap out parts of this Persona and assume a new Persona while still addressing integral emotions.
Personas that also utilize the spirit of my Evasive Shrimp
Personas that also help me reconcile between my Deficient Stoat and Generous Beaver
The Fool is a well matched partner with the Iconoclast.
Together they give access to the Quest of the Snare.